How to talk to dreams.

I don't know if dreaming should be legal it's our own form of torture in so many ways. I guess it depends on who you are and what you do, for someone like me who spends most of her days in doors im thinking it's bad. I have all the time in the world to dream and think, i always come back to reality and im not saying that it's a failure. I just think it hasnt won yet in anyway, even my reality is constantly fighting for triumph. Just like any battle there are ups and downs, i've had my laughs and loves, crys and heartbreaks. I don't want an extrordinary ending or even begining. What I want is a life where I have someone who wants to be in my reality even if i have crys and heartbreaks, even if i appear crazy. I want a life where happiness isnt so hard to find. I want a life where once i found that happiness durning my day i can KEEP it and hold onto it. Is that what a perfect life is? Am i not realizing it's impossible? Am i dreaming and torturing myself more? I think that this is what it's all about. Realizing that whatever is beyond and seems far away is a dream and im never going to get there. Untill one day i'll be there and have no idea what to do because i'll have been thinking about how to get to that impossible moment. I would say "Hello "dreams come true". You've made it impossible for me to think of how i should handle you, so while thinking of how i SHOULD i lost what i WOULD do."

Reversed beauty.

‎"In a place where beauty doesnt matter, persona triumphs. Still fake enough to make it, things get a little bit harder. What a pretty face! It's been far to long since i've seen one, it breaks my heart to know that you'll no longer be excepted in society. You lack the gift of personality, we can only wish you the best."

Poetic Murder.

"Im the one that killed his love i turned his guilt and hate into mine. I killed his hope and his everything and i want nothing more then to go back and make him see it's supposed to be him."


"Eyes like the summer rain, gleaming in the sunlight. Wishing you would come back for just one more night. I never wanted you to go..."