Momma! :P

That's my Momma! <3


I asked my mother if she had a blog, im not sure if she said something before this but all i heard was: "No i go to my doctor for that." Haha, im not quite sure what that means yet i'll have to ask her later. My mother has RSD in her hand, it's reflex sympathetic dystrophy. She one day wanted to move and excersise bike, i was asleep being the lazy bum i was (well more then i am now). Anyways she caught her hand between the bike and the wall, on the way down the stairs. We thought she broke her hand but sadly somehow it just got worse even though no bones were broken. She went to a specialist and he had told her everything was going to be fine just a simple operation. I was there he even went on to ensure her that it would be "110% better!". Yeah well we put our faith in the man who's supposed to "the best" in our state. All he did was realize AFTERWARDS that she had RSD and come to find out the operation made it a hell of alot worse. Now she's battling the social secruity people with binder binder. Now it just doesnt make sense to me that she has to battle when doctors from all over even the one who messed up royally, are telling her shes disabled for life and can't work or drive. It must be aggravating knowing you worked your whole life and now when you need the money to keep going they won't give a penny out of their pocket. I really do need to help her more i feel guilty alot because i should've been up that day to help her or at least adivse her not to do it. Im so used to her being mom and not needing or wanting help from me that i really do forget. Because somehow even through all the crap the state and I have put her through she's still really strong and has the same outlook on life. Right now she's actually making dinner a wicked awesome breakfast omlet, wicked thick with potatoes and mmm mmm good cheese. I should really get off now and ask her if she needs help so i'll ttyl lovelies.

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I'll be back with more about the rest of my family later on tonight after dinner. ;)

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